I’ve questioned my s******** for a long time and have often got off to the thrill of chatting with men (usually much much older ) on grindr , hearing what they would do to me.
While I have no gay love for any man I love seeing a c*** c** so the idea still excited me. My current gf plays with my a** aswell so I still get that pleasure but she doesn’t know that last year I cheated with a guy as he offered me money to blow me.
He was better than her at it and I went back a couple of times all building up to him f****** me, I still haven’t though as it would feel like it confirmed me being gay when I have everything I could ever want with her
