During several years of high school, I was sleeping with my Chinese language teacher and the school receptionist. They would mark me present in exchange for fulfilling s***** fantasies for them, which usually involved me acting out aggressive r*** scenarios, dry a***, toy stuffing and even choking. They really demanded dominance slammed upon them like a hammer. When one found out about the other, they teamed up for a little bit, filming a lot of the encounters and posting them online. Eventually, the numbers and grades didn’t add up and I was sent to my home country. I couldn’t get an erection for a year.
I can’t tell my wife about it, she’s already kinda insecure about the fact that I was a bit of gadabout, even though it was technically s***** abuse that would traumatize me later in life. It’s hard to admit such things -which are celebrated- bother me. It’s worse that I still find such things arousing in the back of my head. They made me a monster.
