I lost my virginity at the age of 12 to a guy that was 17. I hated it! My second time was when I was 14 and the guy was 17. I loved it! When I was 14 I was raped by 32 men. I hated that! One of the men was very nice to me. I loved it! I love s** and can’t get enough of it! I can’t get satisfied. Most of the time I hate that. Some men tend to shy away when they figure that out about me . I hate that! Most men are happy to try to satisfy me. I love that! I am married. My hubby gives me no lovin’ and strangely, I am faithful. I hate that! When he does give it up, it lasts (no exaggeration) 5 minutes! I HATE THAT!!! What did I do to desrve this?