Poor little Eliza, the only little girl surrounded by a planet full of apes.
i still wear your shirts. i keep a dossier on you now and have been counting down the days to your birthday. i think about you constantly everyday. i started doing ketamine again and injected myself with it for the very first time recently. i stuck it in my right cephalic vein and my vastus lateralis on my right leg. i havent told anybody because shooting up is one of the last things i ever thought id do but found myself wishing i could tell you. i still have this desire for you to be the one to know all my secrets even though we’ll never speak again. i still can’t think about anyone touching me but you
Sometimes I talk to myself in a low voice when I’m in public. I was walking past a beautiful woman. I was eyeing her up and I said ‘Heil Hitler’ and she heard me and gave me such a filthy look. I didn’t think she could hear me.
