I am an almost-40 v1rgin loser working at Fiserv. I have a crush but I think she finds me creepy and mentally ill. She now avoids my area entirely when I’m there and only brings food when I am gone… I am a disgusting embarrassment and I want to end my life. I am OD’ing on Tylenol daily to hopefully fk up my organs to where I can’t be saved. Don’t bother trying to track this post, it is untraceable.