I sometimes perform self strangulation by way of hanging myself. The scarf used for this is tied around my neck in such a way, that it will release once a certain amount of weighted tension is applied. I perform this act upon myself on those occasions when I can’t bear an amount of negative emotional weight. After I return to consciousness that emotional baggage is no longer here. Or I should say I return with an amount of mental clarity, an emotional detachment from that which prompts me to perform the act. The last time was 2 days ago.
