I’ve come to realize that I’ve always been a bit of a sissy, and I’ve started to explore and embrace that. I started shaving my legs and arms; I have shaved my pubic hair for years already, but now everything below my neck is smooth. I enjoy wearing a bodysuit and fishnet stockings at night, and taking photos of myself dressed up or n***, and videos of myself m***********, usually while watching hypno and sissy videos, thinking about sucking c*** and getting fucked like a woman. I’ve nearly c** from riding a d****. And on a flexible day, I’ll s*** myself — I can get most of the head of my c*** in my mouth. But even if I don’t, I’ll always t******* c**.