I want to get married someday, but I don’t know if I ever can or will. See, I don’t want kids. I won’t get into the why rn, but I just don’t. But I’m Christian, and I don’t think I’d ever be able to find a Christian guy with the same values as me who doesn’t want kids. Best case scenario, he is willing to give up having kids for my sake, but how could I ask someone to do that for me? Even if I did, we’d still have s**. Christians are so guarded about s** and stuff like that, so I don’t know what to think. I believe that abortion is murder, so that’s off the table. Birth control has so many side effects for women. I don’t know how effective other methods of contraception are. How often do couples even have s**? It’s not like we could be abstinent forever. So do I just give up on marriage and love altogether? What happens if I fall in love with a guy who wants kids? At what point should I tell my hypothetical bf that I don’t want kids? Ugh. It’s something I think about way too much.