Ok so… there’s this guy I really like, and I think he really likes me. I want to think of him as my bf, but at the same time…. it’s difficult for me because I’m not sure where we stand. I feel like we don’t have a spark..

The thing is, I don’t know if I could ever tell him this, but he’s not that good in bed.

Which leads to me giving in to other guys who are really passionate lovers and aggressive, because they know how to satisfy me. Even though I don’t really want to sleep with them, bc I don’t feel a strong connection with them.

I don’t feel like they’re right for me, but I end up sleeping with them because they eat me up the way I want and whenever I get turned on I know they’ll give me what I need. It’s purely physical.

I’m feeling sort of sad about it. I was always the girl who wanted just to settle down with one person. But what if I have needs that one person just can’t take care of?

I don’t know what to do… I’ve been really emotional lately and listening to music always seems to lift my spirits.

If anyone’s reading this, thanks for listening