I first read i***** stories when I was a teen girl. Since then, I’ve been writing my own (imaginary, as I’m an only child). More on that later.

Since I don’t have a brother nor a first cousin, I guess my best bet is to search my family tree and find some male second cousins. This would my closest relative from the same generation. Then I could fantasize about him.

I’m engaged, though, so I have two future brothers-in-law. They’re both taken – one is married and the other one has a girlfriend.

But then again, I talk to other men online and I write e***** stories. I also cheated on my fiancé with my ex (oral s**). Not very proud of it. My fiancé doesn’t know that.

I liked my Godbrother as a man but he married another girl and I never had a chance to tell him I liked him. We did hold hands when we were kids.

One of my more distant cousins was the first man who showed me p*** movies when we were teenagers.

Yesterday I’ve written a story about a girl who found out she had a half-brother and later, after they’d met, they had s**. I wish I could post it here but I’ve written it in my native language and I don’t have enough energy to translate it into English.

Sorry, my thoughts are kinda scattered and I’m typing this on the go.