Last weekend I accidentally let my 18 year old son have s** with me. His dad works late shift and usually makes love to me when he gets home around 2 am. I’m dead asleep by then so I usually sleep on my side so he can spoon next to me and I go right back to sleep afterwards.

Last weekend my husband had to work overtime unexpectedly. I didn’t know of course. But I was awakened as usual by what I thought was him climbing behind me. I felt my a** being rubbed then my p****. I felt his p**** enter and everything was as usual. But instead of a minute or two and it being finished, it continued for what seemed like 15 minutes. By that point I was fully awake and started getting into it. He heard my moans and rolled me onto my stomach and started thrusting into me like a beast.

Then I got into doggy position and after what had to have been nearly an hour of s** he finally finished. We laid there still not having actually said a word. Then my heart nearly shot out of my chest when I heard “thanks mom I love you”.

I turned around and my ears weren’t deceiving me, it was indeed my son. I was so horrified and confused I couldn’t even respond. The next day I told him that if he ever did anything like that again he will be banned from the house.

Thank god I didn’t get pregnant because he didn’t wear a condom. The truth is that the s** was incredible and I found myself m*********** over it a few times since. Always with tremendous guilt afterwards. I’m feeling pretty conflicted tbh.