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I was 9 and my brother was 11 when our 45 year old baby sitter from St Croix told me I was an old maid in her country. She rubbed my budding n1pples and my cl1t telling me stories about the men she pleasured and asked if she could my virginity. Her expert tongue and fingers were so overwhelming I couldn’t wait till the next day to come. I didn’t know she had already taught my brother as much as me. When she asked if it was okay for my brother to make love to her while she made love to me, I was confused and asked so many questions she put it off till the next day. She was all mine, I thought anyway but she was convincing it would be the best day of my life. She was sucking my cl1t and my brother was h****** away behind her. She immediately got up and had him lay on his back and lifted me on top of him guiding his little d1ck inside me. We had s** four times that day before he had his first 0rgasm. Over the next 2 years she taught me how to c** and my brother how to3jatulate after I had c5me first. Dad was transferred to a new base in Korea but Mom hated it there so we move in with grandma and grandpas home, moms native American Sioux parents. We slept in the same bed with mom for two years, when mom drank her wine and went to sleep we had s3x. Grand pa knew, he watched us do it in the barn, he said it was okay. I got pregnant since we didn’t use protection and had our son a few months after I turned thirteen. Dad took us to Washington where it rained a lot for a few years. My brother was jealous of me dating enlisted men but date set me up with them so I wouldn’t have another baby with my brother. Mom went into rehab for four months, dad was was lonely. About a month after she was gone he invited me to sleep in his room. i thought it was innocent because the first three nights he was a gentleman. My brother had signed up and left for boot camp, I decided to s*** dads c0ck when he was asleep. When he woke up he rolled over on me, when he penetrated me it was the most s3xually exciting thing in my life and the biggest C0ck I ever had. When mom go back I needed someone bad, my son was still with Grandma and grandpa so mom sent me back to the rez where I learned my Native language. I had one more son before I graduated high school. Not sure who got me pregnant but I had s3x with older uncles cousins and my part time job boss most of the time, some times I had s3x with three men a day. My boyfriends were intimidated by me because dad is a very tall 1/2 black and1/2 Scottish making me an over 6 foot tall strong built woman. Now I’m married to a huge strong man 17 years older than I am, living with our two daughters.

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.•♫•♬• 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘥. 𝘏𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺, 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘐 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘐 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥. •♬•♫•.

So I was watching Jeopardy! yesterday while cutting out New Yorker comic strips.(because why not) One of them reminded me of this woman who somehow knew who she was going to marry and who her friends would be at her wedding.

My dad and I started talking about it, and he said, “It would be funny if we did that—like, have you name a bunch of people.” Then he started listing only boys’ names, which honestly annoyed me.

It reminded me of when I was little and you would always say, “One day, when you get married to a boy or a girl…” which I always appreciated because it never assumed who I’d end up with. So it kind of pissed me off that my dad immediately only came up with boys’ names, especially when you always made a point not to make assumptions like that.So I was watching jeopardy yesterday while cutting out new yorkers commic strpps. one of them remined me of this lady who new who she was going to marry and who her friends would be at her wedding. me and my dad started talking about it and he was like ” it would be funny if we did that like make you say a bunch of names *starts naming only boys names” Like when I was little you would always be like one day when you get married to a boy or Girl.

like dad maybe I’m biiiii????

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