Hello. I'm the person who's been a pest in here for like, a year now. I'm always here going on extreme self hating tirades and how I hate myself for this

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Hello. I’m the person who’s been a pest in here for like, a year now. I’m always here going on extreme self hating tirades and how I hate myself for this and that reactionary reason, and constantly blabbing about identity issues, my disabilities, and childhood trauma. Everyone gives me advice and while I always appreciate it I never actually take it or listen to it. I imagine you all find me really annoying. Honestly I think I’m here cause I want someone to miraculously psycho analyze me and explain who I am to me, because I have no idea how to do that, I’m pretty sure it’s impossible for me to do that, and in its place I fill it with obnoxious self hate. But that’s not your job, I’m not your responsibility and I shouldn’t dump my problems on you all. I mean, if a therapist doesn’t even help, how can I expect strangers on the internet to? If I can’t figure out who I am on my own, then maybe I just need to accept that I’m useless and I don’t know how to talk about myself without going into the annoying self hate spiral. But anyways, I’m sorry for dumping my problems on everyone here.

New Confession

When my Sisters inspect my co ck and balls they tell me that Mother is going to have me de-balled and put an end to my stiff hard co ck. They said Mother will have me transitioned into a girl. They roll and squeeze my balls to make me suffer and wish I didn’t have balls and make me beg them to castrate me.

I thought about who would be good a castrating me. I made a list. I think Kira Nerys on Deep Space Nine would be good to castrate me. She can be very strict and stern like my Sisters and Mother. I think she would take her time and enjoy herself emasculating me.

I also think T’pol from Star Trek enterprise would be an excellent choice to de-ball me. She is very detached,
unemotional and she would be very matter of fact as she removes each ball for her collection. She would ignore my pain and suffering and slowly proceed to neuter me. She would be very satisfied to have my balls.

My last choice would be Keira Knightley of Pirates of the Caribbean. She is Jewess and I read that Jewish girls are good at castrations. Especially de-balling a goyim boy like me. I think she would also have a good time cutting off my balls.

I wish Mother would have my balls removed. I hope she has the whole sac cut off too so I can be a happy boy.

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