It’s not my problem that nobody else showed up to the meeting, so why do I feel worried and anxious about it? I kept my end of the bargain and they didn’t. It should be the other’s who feel like s)hit, not me. Maybe it’s because I’m not getting enough sleep and my wife and I are going through a huge life changing event. It’s a good one, but it will change everything and with that comes a psychological shift where the mind must process it. Life would be much easier if we were not a mystery to ourselves. It’s no wonder people distract themselves with anything they can rather than looking inwards and thinking.