its been 4 yrs. and yah, still miss ya the way i did, have been. mhm.
This year has been rough. I miss you ALot. It hasnt gotten better. I’m putting on weight. getting more frustrated. feeling more stuck. Days are becoming more unfufilling and boring. Im starting to feel my best days are behind me. Its all very sad and maddening.
Eli- get your b*** out here NOW and come get me!
