thanks for wrecking my life everyone. great effort put in . i no longer watch the news after that bondi shopping knife attack and then the other things like the kids killed at dance lessons and it was fulling short after the ariana concert thing. I just did not want to go out anymore and mix with people and won’t watch the news anymore. I am afraid to shop and go to church incase of problems and I won’t even walk down my street much . certainly rarely alone. I don’t feel safe for decades to be honest and I am now mid age. I just don’t like life much anymore. can’t go to the gym, can’t go voting without a drama, can’t go to the doctor much or parks and nature strips and can’t socialize much. no fun all the time makes for a dull life. can’t even m********* or think dirty thoughts even, its ungodly to feel s***** or want money and love, i shower in my clothes to save on water bills and so I can’t see myself naked to over excite myself about the idea of s** of any kind can’t listen to radio or music, not allowed do much other then stair at the wall and talk to myself, or watch a movie or eat these days, the price of beef is thru the roof. can’t do anything. its like the dark ages here. I only came on here tonight because I feel sick after eating left overs for dinner which cause allergens and histamine problems. but I have no real life or money. thanks for wrecking my life everyone.