when I am around old mother all i feel is,
your not worth much
lifes hardly worth it
i am not good enough
what a useless existence is this.
why bother trying
no body likes me
this always happens to us
life gets me down never up
why do i try to be good
nothing i do is valued by anyone
lets all go suicide right now mumma
only big mumma knows best
only mumma is worthy of all things not anyone else
lets make all things mumma bitchy everywhere at you
lets face it nothing i do is right or proper or valued
everything i want is too far out of reach and above my ability and social status in life and my low class s***** personality.
life is a poo mumma!
and so on…