As soon as they take away social security I'm killing myself. I'm not mentally fit to work full time. I got mad at God and told him if he doesn't take

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As soon as they take away social security I’m killing myself. I’m not mentally fit to work full time. I got mad at God and told him if he doesn’t take care of me, he can’t expect me to take care of my family. I know it’s selfish to abandon them, but I guess when it comes down to it, all that really matters is my happiness. I’m used to being comfortable. I will not struggle to survive, even if my mother and father and my friends need me. I will take the easy way out. Helium tanks are like 200 bucks but they’ll do the trick quickly and painlessly. I may be a coward, but my mind is made up. Maybe this is God punishing me for years of being a bad person.

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When you have lived centuries, you see that everything is a pattern that grows out of itself. Sometimes you can no longer see the trees, only the roots. It is the smallest part of the price of immortality.
―Scourge

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