I didn’t really understand what progress not being linear truly meant. I thought everyday I would slowly get better. I would define better as eating healthy, exercising and educating my self. And even though I did them, I still don’t feel better. I still give in my to addictions, I still think that if I didn’t wake up tomorrow I would feel more peaceful now. The only difference now is that I can see through others people pain. And the only way I can ease mine is by finding someones pain that’s similar to mine. I have no idea if I’m getting better.