My mother is an absolute fucking narcissistic psychopath. I’m 34 F and am still stuck under her roof because of the controlling and abnormal way she

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My mother is an absolute f****** narcissistic psychopath. I’m 34 F and am still stuck under her roof because of the controlling and abnormal way she raised me, she would freak out anytime I mentioned getting a job, she only ever wanted me to work for whatever endeavour she wanted to do and that would keep me under shelter, otherwise she would kick me out of the house. My father separated from her when I was around 16, he lived in the basement for some years and eventually left the house. He asked me if I wanted to help him with some construction work and he would pay me, I agreed. I told her the night before he was going to pick me up at 7:30 and that I was going to work with him for the day and he was going to pay me and she did a complete s*** show over it. She started saying how I don’t wake up early to go do the s*** SHE wants to do to look for ‘jobs’ but can’t understand that she drains the will to live out of me, has me in constant fight or flight because she always f****** yells over stupid s***. She said I was basically a retard incapable of thought and that he was going to brain wash me and that his ‘people’ were going to get me into their ‘cult’ and all this other completely absurd none sense. She’s completely f****** unhinged. Went on for f****** hours with these demented delusions of what was going to happen just because I was going to go to work with my father. I’ve spent my life going along with her b******* because if I didn’t I wouldn’t hear the end of it or would be threatened of being kicked out, and because of her fear tactics I’m a broke p************ that couldn’t afford to leave. I’ve had enough of living with this f****** dictator, narcissist, controlling psychopath. I found out I could get some money if I was living in an abusive situation and qualified so hopefully It will be enough to get out of this f****** hell hole. She deserves to die alone for being such a f****** lunatic and I wish she would die now. I feel bad that my grandmother is going to be stuck living with her but I guess it’s her problem for living so long. I don’t know why you would want to make it 100 years of age living such a miserable life, but it can’t be my problem going forward.

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When me and my twin brother were 14 our parents went on a month long cruise,so we went to stay with our grandparents on mom’s side.Two days after we got there,grandpa took bro fishing and i helped gramma take some boxes up to their attic for storage.After the last box,we took a break and were sitting in chairs in the attic and i was looking around.I saw a large box off to the side that had written on it “Mary’s bedwetting diapers and rubberpants”.I asked gramma about them and she told me that mom was a bedwetter going thru her puberty from ages 12 to past 15 and that she put the cloth diapers and rubberpants on mom everynight at bedtime.She got up and shoved the box over towards me and opened it up.On one side were 2 stacks of cloth diapers,and on the other side were 2 stacks of rubberpants in white,pastels,and babyprints! Gramma then told me how much she loved putting the diapers and rubberpants on mom at bedtime and knowing her bed would be dry in the morning! Gramma started to tear up as she told me that mom wore the diapers and rubberpants on easter and christmas,under her cute dresses,and also in 2 weddings when she was 14.Gramma was almost crying and i felt sorry for her! Gramma then told me it would make her feel better if i would wear the diapers and rubberpants to bed,even tho i wasn’t a bedwetter.I gave in and said i would wear them,so we took the box down to my room and gramma told me she wanted me to start wearing them right away! So she laid several diapers on my bed and folded them,then i took off my shorts and p****** and sat down on the diapers and laid back.Gramma powdered me,then pinned the diapers on me,then to a pair of the pink rubberpants and put them on me over the diapers! Gramma was smiling and happy that i was like ‘mom’ when she was a bedwetter. I wore the diapers and rubberpants to bed every night and gramma put them on me at bedtime for the whole month!

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