Ok sooo behind our school lived this guy who was about early 40ish he seemed pretty chill and all the popular students would cut school and smoke in his backyard I spoke to him a couple of times and thought he seemed alright, but then he moved, soo a couple of years go bye and i run into him on the way to school and he showed me where he lived and we started hanging out just me and him he used to pay me to walk his dogs and I trusted him and would open up about everything, I then asked for a favour I wanted to start filming tiktoks because my parents wouldn’t let me do that at home, he’d let me keep clothes at his place, invite friends over and he’d buy us alcohol and we’d film tiktoks and over time he became more flirty and physical I’d be wearing a skirt and he’d play wrestle and it was intense he’d press against her but when i wanted to stop he’d stop then one day i borrowed his phone to order pizza and p*** showed up and i kinda looked at his internet history and what i saw was that one night he looked at p*** at 10:30pm then he’d looked at heaps of my tiktoks straight after, so even though im only just of legal age I felt shocked and disguised at first but a little part of me liked it the next time i went over their i pretended I was drunk and i was wearing a tiny black dress and we had a tiny little hook up kiss but his hand wondered under my dress and i left it there for quite a while I slept in the spare room and the next morning i woke up and said i couldn’t remember anything even though i couldn’t sleep because i was thinking about it soo much what should i do should i take things further or distance myself xx ally
