not to mention i made six ppl hate me bc i’m so annoying and don’t know how to deal w other ppls feelings i don’t even mean to do it but somehow i end up making other ppl feel like s*** and then i apologize and somehow make it worse by making them feel even shittier bc i’m apologizing too much i wish i wasn’t such an annoying person i wish i was mature and cool and knew how to help people i cant do anything but make stupid jokes i wish i could change so bad