I have been crushed on you and intrigued by you since I first met you seven years ago. But recognizing that there just isn’t any noticeable chemistry, well, I’ve kept my act together and been a friend through a lot of late nights and road trips. You were my go-to for almost everything. And then…this last year…you just stopped EVERYTHING. You don’t reply, you don’t pick up, you don’t come over. We last spoke four months ago around your birthday. We never had your birthday dinner. And I haven’t heard from you since. I don’t think it’s a “me” thing. I think you do this with everyone. But it still hurts. I miss you and I miss having that thrill of knowing you were coming over. One crush, crushed.