I’m in a conservative religious town and being gay here is verbotten. That doesn’t mean I’m the only gay man here. There are others but it is not a scene you can just go to. I am a pilot for a mid sized commercial carrier. I’m married to a nice, social, local girl. If she knew that when I am out of town I cruise for men she would of course divorce me and secondly she would probably shoot me. The embarrassment would be hers. So I am very careful and use another identity when I am looking for some relief with another man.
