In prison, fellow inmates derisively call pedophiles “chesters,” “tree jumpers” and “short eyes.”
Love getting bullied in front of preteen kids. Their stares and laughs at my expressing my fear, shame and humiliation. When he spread ties me on a chair in a basement with eight to ten kids. He uses a pointer to touch my n****** to get a hard on as he explains what he’s doing. Look at the coward how he does as I say. You’re scared of me aren’t you? Yes of course I am, look at me? They are cracking up at me. I love it!
My first time was with an adult when I was a preteen. I was expecting to enjoy it or I never would have allowed it to happen but it was not what I guess I was expecting from what I heard and even seen in movies, read in articles and of course the rumors from my friends. Penetration was uncomfortable, just a few humps and he orgasmed into me. No kissing, not even telling me that I was pretty. He announced he was done and told me not to tell my mom and encouraged me to m********* quickly before leaving his apartment. I just went to the bathroom to wipe and I left feeling USED. I have never been with another man ever since. I identify as lesbian for a good reason.
