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You know I always listened to my heart irrespective of the situation I was in and somehow I got a feeling that you are happy this way if you were not you would have reached out by now as I made it clear that I won’t. No it’s not ego you know me very well it’s that I accepted your choice your actions spoke to me. Trust me now I don’t feel bad or hurt like before on the contrary I feel we are in a better place now. There remains no whirlwind of emotional pain, no waiting game, no expectations. But yes I couldn’t fully cut all ties I do sometimes check your profile and must say you still look irresistible my finger itches but I know how to control so don’t worry. If you want to go farther away I won’t call you back.My absence never hurt you truly then how come anything will matter ever
You are happy so am not sad also and you can never forget me I believe that let me die with that trust atleast even if it is not true. We have lived in a make believe world for decade let me be there till my last breath.

New Confession

Today I wake up it’s day three since my capture. Been held in this basement for today the third day with no sign of when I’ll be released. My name is Jake I’m 20 years old. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before. I was nabbed from a store round. This person seems to have no soul or compassion. He brought me here and has held me for three days completely naked.
This place looks like it was set up to hold people for periods of time. He has a fetish with preteen children, he befriends them, grooms them and trains them to aid in his bidding. They show up randomly in couples or small groups and as many ae twelve at a time.
He is a control freak and forces me to say whatever he wants me to say. Apparently he’s recording what he is doing to hopefully maintain my silence of what he’s done. I may seem rational to you but it’s because I’m writing from past history. But then, at the moment, I was so f****** scared I would do absolutely anything to get out of there. I finally got out by convincing him that I agreed with everything he was doing. He literally forced me to j******* in front of those kids until I came and I was to yell out how I liked that he forced me to because I was scared of him. He was turned on by the way the kids laughed at me. And that he caused it. I heard a boy say to another something about how many they’ve seen be a coward like that before. My people I’m warning you be aware this can happen to anybody, this nut isn’t racist nor judge mental. Everyone or anyone is fair game I’ve heard of different people and different states. Don’t walk alone men between 20 – 50.

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