dear b, i never thought there would be a time in my life when i could ever like you this way, but i guess here i am. idk where to start, i remember being so interested in you last august when school had started, at some point i realized i liked you and i thought i was fucked. LMAO,, i tried different ways to express myself just so you could notice me, i didn’t talk to you much like i used to because im always nervous around you, when i found out you had a girlfriend last october, i felt a little bit sad, i was happy for you but one part of me wanted you to break up with her… and then i realized how fucked this all was, i couldn’t like you, i shouldn’t have, but i can’t help it. you look so good especially with how you style your hair in a way that it’s slicked back, or how your eyebrows are so perfectly shaped and how your lips are always so red an soft looking, oh and how you smell absolutely heavenly. When i found out you broke up w your gf im gonna be honest, i was thrilled, not that i have a chance or anything lol. but god you’ve been so weird around me lately, you go near me in a way that our promixity is a little too close for comfort, in a way that my heart beats fast and i can’t look you in the eye , you sometimes ask me random questions just to try to talk to me, or when you dont want me to tie my hair coz u think it looks cuter when its down, or when you moved your chair beside me because you were gonna tell me something even though we hadn’t spoken the entire day, or when you started getting more comfortable around me, or when we played try to catch the ball, jesus f****** christ bhrent what kind of s*** did you put in my drink to make me think of you like this, it’s literally so embarassing but i like you so much so it doesn’t matter.
