That was just a summary of what happened. My child is the best thing that ever happened to me which is the only reason I’m here. Seeing people validate how I feel is pretty cool though. This is a slow burn type of thing that I refuse to ever speak a word of in real life because usually I would just try and walk away. But I just can’t with this. I have never felt this way I didn’t think I could ever feel this way. I’ve even lied to my best friend about it because I don’t want people to try and talk me out of it. I don’t give a f*** anymore. I’m not the same person I used to be and I never will be no matter what.