It’s sad isn’t it?

Search for any new message… create an expectation that you will find some message from me and there is simply nothing…

Then you start reading all the messages and you start thinking that some other message might be me. But you can feel my energy in my words and you can’t feel it in any of these messages.

I felt that same expectation that you are feeling right now. I expected that you would spare my pain, I hoped that you would regret what you were doing. I was hoping you wouldn’t sleep there. I was hoping you wouldn’t ignore my message to be with him. I expected you to send me a simple message apologizing. I expected you to answer me with your heart and not something fake and quick because you were afraid of getting caught. I hoped you wouldn’t rip me apart on game day, especially after I gave you endless signs asking you not to. I expected you to thank me for the lingerie.. I expected that I would be your priority when I got back to talking to you…

And so, I learned not to expect anything more from you…
I learned that if you had an option that would hurt me the most, you would choose it every single time.

Everything you watched in the video isn’t even in your top 10 cheats. If you can imagine the pain I went through watching that, remember that this was nothing compared to everything that was going to happen in the next few days.

Btw, Congratulations today 17/01 it’s been 7 months since I started talking to you. I didn’t imagine it would be like this tbh..I expected to be taking care of you and making you happy..but you had other plans.

I still wonder if it was worth it or not. Hope it was worth it for you at least.