You were my sun... I wish everything was like before, but maybe the before never exists again. I'm with another girl right now, teaching her how to be

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You were my sun… I wish everything was like before, but maybe the before never exists again. I’m with another girl right now, teaching her how to be you. My feelings for her are slowly growing and I wouldn’t want that to happen. But you tore me to pieces and she took care of me.. You gave pleasure to another and she gave pleasure to me.. And everything could be even worse than it was and you know that.. the same place that made you sick eased my pain.. maybe I don’t hate your work schedule after all.

I’m surprised you remembered the “love u” thing looking at me..I didn’t think you’d remember that after all tbh..

No one ever said it would be this hard..

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You pulling back through way you have is just the proof I needed that no one will ever truly want me forever.
Even you, can just walk away without caring.
Even you can just be happy without even knowing how I am.
Even you.
If you want to know how I am. I’ll put it here…
I’m lonely, I feel useless, I feel like thrown away garbage, I feel like the biggest idiot in the world for thinking you ever actually cared, I feel heartbroken, I feel guilty, I feel like I missed out on my real life fairy tale because you were always supposed to be my prince but as it turns out I’m not a princess so a prince would never want me.
I feel simply dumb.
I know that the next time you make time for me I’ll be there waiting just like the f****** idiot i am.
You’ll give me that little glimpse of hope just to jerk it back away with silence and distance.