I should have also stated that Not only was Gretchen not my happy pill, she was quite the opposite, she was sucking the life out of me passive-aggressively and playing God tier mind games. She never ever played Fair as far as I’m concerned, and I did my best to maintain any semblance of self-respect in the face of having to babysit a woman child. I want innocent childlike attributes in a partner, but couples with wisdom and maturity. She always knew how to say the wrong thing, and I was wrong about us being soul mates.