I am very lonely.
I don’t have friends, I want them, but I can’t seem to figure out how to talk to people. I have a partner, but I can’t talk to them about things, I can’t tell them I’m lonely, and I can’t tell them I don’t like s** because I’m afraid they’ll leave me if I do.
I’m so lonely it hurts.
But another part of me feels like I probably deserve to be alone. I think some people were probably just made to be lonely, and I am one of those people.
