Believe it or not , I understand wanting revenge. I know it’s wrong . I know it is. I want the people who destroyed things I dreamed of and loved , to pay and pay and pay. Money ? Yup . Their life? Yup again.

But I know, their betrayal made me incredibly compassionate and empathetic.

I hate admitting to this ,

Without their evil or influence, i would not be the woman I became .

For that reason alone ? I thank god for my new improved self.

I know I have a lot of healing and work ahead of me, but I’m going to be ok .