I’ve been bisexual now for a good many years, divorced with 2 grown boys. 50+ white male crossdresser and raging cocksucker. I’m happiest on my knees in pantyhose and a dress with a BBC down my throat. I am a total c*** w**** and c** s***. I love pleasuring a BBC, begging for him to c** in my mouth so I can swallow. I wish I could do this daily, I cannot resist c***, especially BBC. When I’m doing this, I’m in a zone, wanting to be used like the c*** w**** c** s*** I am. I beg for my face to be fucked and used like a p****. I never imagined I’d turn out this way, but it’s just who I am. I want a black man to use my mouth whenever he wants, to be his s** s***. If I could find this arrangement, I would be at his constant call, powerless to ever say no. I am to be used. That is my purpose and I’m ok with it.