nah cus same to that person whos obsessed with that one guy. well same but not really anymore. this one dude and i met online and we used to talk a shittt ton daily. ngl i was slightly obsessed with him and shared a lot. i thought we were really bonding and yk getting close and all but now that i look back it was mostly me doing the talking and he responds to literally everything. although we talked a lot, over time he just sorta started talking less and less and now its so f****** awkward with the ‘how are you’ ‘good’ ‘thats good to hear’ ‘yup how bout you’ ‘good too’ ‘thats good’ and repeat over and over againnn ughhh (that is if i dont have anything else to bring up just to make conversation but thats only sometimes) and i was so happy this one time cus i thought that the convo would end when i just said ‘mhm’ but dude had to continue and ask me how my day was almost a day or two later and then the whole s*** repeats like dudeeee we had the chance to end this awkward a** shittt. ugh i kinda miss our old convos cus he was kinda fun to talk to but yeah i dont see our friendship going anywhere so literally dude why bother. oh and i dont wanna hurt him and ghost/block him but maybe i should. imagine if hes thinking the same thing 💀 anyways im just extremely lonely, desperate for attention, and rly want someone to just talk to and stuff idk smh. anywho i love you (to everyone excluding that one dude, assholes, and that one dog that bit me today). have an amazing day <33
