someone on the net is making out they can see me m********* and making fun of me over it i can’t see how they could unless its illegal watching they say i am so ugly and there will never be a woman in their life as they are very gay male. and also the other says she is a very gay woman who don’t want to be a woman and don’t want a man. so ok. i don’t want her either.

i am not gay. i am so confused and considering bailing out of all social media as my parents and church and police tell me its the root of all evil and a sin and only crazy people come on these sites to vent, rant, and confess and gossip on facebook etc.

my mother says her way of protecting herself from them is not going on and not having a facebook or twitter or myspace or tik tok. i tried to give tik tok up and confess sites and find them and p*** the hardest to give up. at least on the p*** sites i am not abused and they understand that without a man and while looking for a man you need a s***** outlet.

the church i went to say everything is a sin. even facebook and p*** and dating sites.

i gave up dating sights ages ago my mother said they are all liars and frauds and police trying to honeytrap and hoodwink people with p*** games.

she said no millionair dating site man would be real or want me and i am wasting my time on there.

parents tell me its right to push everyone away and i don’t have to try hard cuz most of my friends push me out most of the time and don’t feel like real friends.

i gave up youtube, d tube, bitchube and other ones like that other site with videos i can never remember the name, vemo.

i gave up meet up sites and also friendship penpal sites as well.

my parents say out right only crazy people use these sites and they will only make you want to kill yourself if you use them or cause you mental illness and diseases and make you feel worhtless cuz most of the people on the net are satanic evil people spreading communistic korean jealousy.

i tried sexlife.*** and confessyosex.*** and gave them up as the people on there were too random crazy s******* more depraved then I could be. with their pig face masks for p*** and a*** sticks handcuffs with g****** and so on it was too much for me .

but my conclusion is this. you won’t meet a man at church, or at hospital. or at shops, or at gym or sports, or hobby clubs.

these man who are mostly getting women seem to want these women around 30 thin or fat and with at least 2 young children mostly at school pick ups.

the sign says pick up for a reason ok. or they like these very black women who h***** street walk at night time in the club scene at the city .

anyway, i don’t even think the gays have a sympathy card anymore.

i don’t know what to think anymore. I am done with all this hurt.