I will likely kill myself over money some day. I can’t seem to build up any kind of savings. I can’t pay my debt down. I’ll never have a place where I’m not a burden. Just found out fixing my car will cost almost what I make in an entire month. Every time I pick myself up it’s not long before I’m standing on the edge wondering if it’s the only way out of this constant stress. I can’t even sleep like a normal person because I’m always upset. If I wasn’t fat and disgusting I’d try OnlyFans but nobody wants to look at my rolls and scars. I’m honestly better off dead.