Well, honestly, I see it the way I said it.

That’s my perspective. That’s not to say that’s what you are to everyone, I’m sure you are loved by many but with the “dynamic” between us, I see you in a certain light which is negative. Big negative. Maybe I was just in an unfortunate position with you, I was garbage, so I was easy? I was not worthy of a certain level of respect because of the strange dynamic between us.

What it comes down to is you and me, from my perspective, are not each other’s type of people. That won’t ever change. From my perspective. That’s just me. I do not like the vast majority of people in the world. You are one of those people. For whatever reasons those may be. Your type, your views, your tastes, your personality, where you were coming from, social class, whatever. It’s not something I want to be near. I never did, I just didn’t know any better at the time.

I don’t waste my time these days. I call things for what they are immediately, and leave it without any fuss. That’s what I should have done with you. Be nice, friendly, whatever I was and leave it at that until eventually we just don’t see each other ever again.

I don’t approach things the same these days. In any way. Start of finish. If it gets to that. I see you a certain way, it’s based on experience, I don’t really care if you understand, it does not matter to me, I’m telling you this is the way it is.

Looking back on it, I think I was just something for you to do for a very brief time when you were in a place you didn’t really want to be and never planned on coming back to. A place I never planned on leaving. Still don’t. That’s what I think.