I had every intention of killing myself while I was away. I went so far as to tell my daughter where all of our business documents are and made sure she had everything she would need to continue operating.
I’m so tired. My son wishes me dead at least once a week. My so called husband constantly makes excuses why he can’t (anything) and I am expected to do it all. I’m so so tired. I looked at photos of my granddaughter and knew I’d miss her so much. The night I was prepared to be my last she put my granddaughter on the phone and I couldn’t leave her. She is my world. No one knows s***. Not even a little, because I’m always the one that has it all together. I’m the rock. I’m the one that never quits. I’m just so tired…..
