Your parents aren’t rich.

I think disliking people is normal and alright. I prefer being a loner. It was not always that way but at this point in my life and for some time, I prefer to be a loner.

It was just recently, within the past few years, I ghosted the last remaining friend, the friend I have seriously known almost 40 years. 37 years. He actually loved next door to my aunt in this town I didn’t live in but eventually did and we ended up in the same class, and didn’t get along either. He was a d***, challenging me, the new kid. I remember one time he pushed it on me actually smacked me, walking home from school, razzimg me, he smacked me in the head, I turned around, grabbed him into a head lock, flipped us both to the ground and just held him there … U til he cried uncle. He was nothing big, scrawny dorky guy. But after that, we became buds. Throughout life. Teens, 20’s, separate for a few years, run I to each other. He’s married, grown adult kids.

Recently though, he came across to me as siding with or taking my issues I have with other buds, as a joke. Kind of snickered. Laughed at what my issue was. I asked him of he talked to that one guy recently, in not a nice way. I might have even asked him “so, have you talked to that f****** f***** lately” told him what my issue was, something fired me up, which is why I asked. He laughed and made the point that it was a long time ago.

Which was enough for me. Reason being, I can’t have this dude I considered a friend, reporting what I am up to anyone.

Just because. It’s the principle. I can’t have that and I’m not so sure he won’t be. So that was it for me, there. I never looked back. It’s unfortunate, I mean, we have nothing in communication n really. I just go over there and drink one 🕜 f hi s beers and sit there. Him and the wife. She loves me too. I just can’t be sure. Unfortunately. There’s others I’ve kept distant from too because of that, and it’s nothing against them. I’m not walking away going “you’re a f****** a******, I’m not having with you, I just need to distance myself from a few others who I consider toxic.

I’m alright with that too. I prefer to actually be alone. I’ve come to that. So it’s easy for me to just not like people, and leave it at that. If we need to get