Hi. It’s me again the ballsless girl that’s in love with her friend’s brother. Yes. That’s the one. I’m gonna be confessing here a lot so maybe I’ll just call myself dinosaurChickenNuggets. It’s long but whatever. If anyone could give me some advice on this b**** situation that would be great. I feel so pathetic around him. Is that what love is supposed to feel like? This is my first crush. He’s not what I usually like but wow. I would give anything for him to say something fo me. HE CAN LITERALLY SAY ANYTHING I DON’T CARE. He’s one year older than me so tomorrow is the last day I’ll be able to be in the same classroom as him at least for exams. He will be in an entirely different block. But I have to be honest sometimes I feel like I don’t like him at all. Not in the slightest. But sometimes when I see him the oxygen in my lungs get cut off. I forget how to breathe. It’s weird. Liking someone this much. Almost unreal. That b****** is the most insolent f****** idiot I’ve ever seen. I’ve fallen for the most insolent f****** idiot I’ve ever seen.