Married, born male. P*** has ruined me since a young age and I’ve been obsessed with p**** size forever. My own is about 5 inches, but in love b******** c*** videos. My smaller p**** makes me feel inferior and I’ve been crossdressing for a little over 20 years. I’ve bought dildos and plugs and have enjoyed a*** play very much. To the point where I’d rather get fucked, rather than do the f******. I also enjoy recording myself during my crossdressing sessions and post some videos online anonymously. I’m the beginning i was never attracted to men, but as I continued to indulge into my desires, i started to want men only when dressed, and now I fantasize about them all them time. Never been with one…yet. the truth is I’m a closeted bottom sissy. waiting for a man to f*** me over the edge!