I emotionally cheated on my bf last year by texting a guy I met at an event. My bf was emotionally unavailable at the time and I also found out his family would never approve of me. Nonetheless he was faithful to me and it was wrong. I also went on two dates with this guy when I was on a break with my bf. We kissed on the second date. We later broke up that year, and a month or two after this, I started seeing a guy and we went half way s*******. It was my stupid idea to go to a bar on the first date. One month later, I got back with my ex but I’m holding so much guilt about seeing another guy who didn’t even care for me and who I didn’t care about yet. Things have changed now and he (my bf) is so sweet to me now and my feelings for him are stronger than ever.