To: I know no one will read this but here goes…
Well, I read your confession and I sympathize with you, however, did you ever say how you felt to him or indicate that he turned you on?
We only have this one life and it is soon over, even more so now if you have been vaccinated. As a female, any man you want, could be yours for the taking, you don’t have to tell your hubby, if you can keep a secret from him and in that scenario, you could have your cake and eat it too