You dont know s***. She was the only reason my life was worth living. She saved me from the depths of darkness and despair. She literally can’t do either of those things without risking everything she has. She has a lot of debt and she needs her career and her boyfriend’s income to not go bankrupt. Im broke as f*** and unable to work full time. In a perfect world i know we’d be together but this world is a dumpster fire designed to keep us apart so Im just rage quitting life.