I know no one will read this but here goes…
I’m unhappily married… I stay married for the kids. I’m lonely. I have not physically cheated on my husband but I have most definitely emotionally cheated. Ya see, I fell in love with his close friend… The time has come that I’ll no longer be around the friend and that has completely broken me. I didn’t realize the extent of how badly my heart wants/needs this friend… I feel more broken now than I ever have… It was supposed to be him. He was supposed to be the one. I know that’s fucked up to say, ya know I’m married, but it’s the truth. I saw home in that man’s eyes…. I felt peace in his arms…. I was actually calm. That man is my walking breathing medicine…. && I’m losing my medicine…. How am I supposed to be okay? How am I supposed to keep pushing knowing I’ll never be “home” again??

I’ll love you until my last breath, you’re my person even though I’ll never be yours. 💔