I want him so bad, and he wont , i backed off but i am not gonna pretend it doesnt s*** .
I don’t think I’m going to survive much longer. I’m a failure, and I always will be. I’ll never be my own independent person and I don’t deserve to be. I should’ve gotten it over with years ago.
in brightest day in blackest night no niggga shall escape my sight
-the green lantern corps of earth 26
