Yes i am a married man and yes i have been cheating but i can never tell anyone why. Almost a year ago on a sleepless night i hooked up with another man and during the s** i had my first ever a*** o*****. It was actually embarrassing at first because i came on the guys carpet and since then i have been discovering new things about s** with other men. It does not happen all of the time but when i have an o***** i go into a world of my own. Every week i put back cash for an hourly motel i often use and yesterday it happened again. I was on my side one leg up and i have read on it but still dont fully understand. I think i get so s******* excited i c**. Normally the men i meet are married and in a rush but i have been experimenting. I love it. And a couple weeks ago i had 3 orgasms with a guy. On the bed then a bar in the room and shower. Should have stopped at the second one because i did have bleeding then had to make an embarrassing doctors visit explaining why i was there. I have actually got addicted to trying.