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So I’m going to be brutally honest. And I’m going to keep this short.

I left my ex boyfriend twice. We were together for 8 years. I cheated on him alot. The first time I left. I had overwhelming butterflies for a co worker. My ex tried everything to get me Back. I didn’t budge. I felt like the feeling of a new relationship extinguished all feelings I had for my ex. I was numb to him
It didn’t work out. N 6 months later we got back together. But I felt so pathetic going backwards. To a past relationship.he on the other hand. Was so happy, and swept what I did to him under the rug.

Fast forward. The “itch” to cheat started happening again. We had a baby. But my anxiety of staying ina relationship with him made me go crazy. I drank alot because I was not happy. I was bored of him.

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