I still feel worthless…. I still feel unwanted, unlovable, ugly, stupid…
I’d do anything for a hug… For someone to tell me it will all be okay… For someone that loves me as hard as I love that one man… Truth is, no one ever will. I’ve never been “loveable” my own parents abused me and walked away leaving me. Not sure why I’d ever think I’d deserve more. I’m meant to be used and left. That’s the normal… I’m just here until my kids no longer need me.